Tuesday, June 10, 2008
leader's camp 08
leader's camp.
okie, i went there not as a leader, but rather just to serve behind my usual hiding place, the sound board.
feelings after the camp...
i honestly felt quite apart from everyone else, not being in a group and all, but the camp comm did make me feel welcome, though still apart.
i really tried to get back in touch with God, and i definitely did for the morning service on the 2nd day. but the rest of the time, was quite difficult. somehow just too many things running through my mind, but none that i can specifically pinpoint. things will improve! they must.
the camp comm did a fantastic job! kudos to jon cho, yi hui, glenn lee, jasmine tan, carissa toh, lee si, christabel, and not forgetting joachim. it was one of the most enjoyable camps, in terms of games, and the services. although apart from them, but seeing the leader's enjoying themselves that much, and having all the laughs about it, i felt good too.
my only serious expectation before going to camp, was to rest. not sure whether just physically or spiritually. i'm not sure how much of both i really got anyhow. but having the break from the normal routine of army life has definitely been a refresher. again i said, i tried to get there spiritually, but there was really just too many things hindering me, many issues that i need to settle with God, before i can fully engage with Him.
this is the gist of camp, and i must say that i do not regret going. i have definitely build closer relationships with some of the leaders, and i can only hope that those relationships, after making that turn, will not regress into nothingness again.
Posted by charles at 10:44 PM