Sunday, May 04, 2008

As much as life in the army sucks, I have to say, I cant feel sad about it. In fact, I'm happy, still, since I've returned. I'm blessed, though the reasons why don't happen very often, but I'm still blessed.

Today I went to my friend's 21st Birthday. She was from my primary school. There were others there too, and back then, we were like the coolest bunch of people to hang out with. We were funky. It was good seeing them, and how we've all grown up. Reminiscing about the past, catching up over the last 9 lost years. Was really good seeing them, and I really hope to see more of them in the future. If any of you are reading this, it was really good seeing you guys, or girls for that matter. =)

Brothers, it has been too long since we've met up. I'm really sorry that it seems to be always me that can never make it, that it seems to be always be that fly aeroplane. There's no other group of guys that I want more to hang out with. I'm more than happy to just sit and chill anywhere with you guys, but nowadays, I'm really reluctant to go club, which seems to be what you guys are always doing every week now, so we don't really hang out, and you guys don't really bother to call me anymore, knowing I'd say no. Without you guys, life would be really boring, and you all have been a real blessing to me. Poon, I still have your TP card, I just need your address! Let's meet up soon.

I'm constantly thinking of the people I've interacted with, especially the girls that have come and gone in my life. This might not be the best place to divulge my secrets, but I can only say that each of those that became close, has made a difference in my life. Each a different experience, teaching me a new thing. It's too late to regret the past, but I don't want to regret the future. I know I still talk to some of you, but others, maybe not, maybe it's awkward talking again after so long, but I would love to start talking to you all again. I can only leave the choice to you.

To my JC mates, I couldnt have asked for a better class. Though at times I was always moody, and PMSy, but till today, we've stuck together, and walked a long way with each other. I do hope that things don't get worst amongst us, but they get better, and the friendship we share will grow stronger and deeper in the coming years. I'm happy that till now, we still meet up and hang out, doing crazy and random things, like we always have.

For the friends that are not mentioned, I have not forgotten you, each of you too have made a difference in my life. There are things in the past that I shouldnt have said, and shouldnt have done, but it's too late to regret those things now, but I am sorry. I have taken many of you forgranted, and I want to make it up to you if and when I can, if you would just let me.

This may seem like a very emo post, but really, this is who I should have been many years ago. No regrets of my past, but don't want to regret my future. Seeing the relationships I have with many people, all of which could have been better, I don't want to live like this with people any longer, I want things to get better. I know that I can help me, but I need you all to help me too.

Posted by charles at 11:28 PM