Tuesday, April 08, 2008
You're going to be reading this, I'm quite sure of it.
Without a doubt, I had an excellent time. Thanks for dinner anyway - though it's not the first time someone has paid for my dinner, but it's different this time. It's not a family dinner, or a 'mentoring' dinner, so it's kind of a first that a friend has bought me dinner. So, it was special.
Today I made a new discovery, the respect I have for you as a friend and a girl is different from many others. It maybe really saddening for other people to be reading this, but the respect grows with age and understanding, age of the friendship, not age of you or me.
Anyway, apart from church friends, you're not the only one that I meet up with a few times a year. We're at an age where we've got our own separate agenda in life, with little or no similarities in our daily lives, so it's not always possible to meet up often.
I realised that I can be rather confusing when I talk. I can jump from one place to another, and talk about a certain topic, but go round and round in circles. This paragraph is a very good example of it.
Yes Janel, somehow it seems that I've found a new happiness after returning home from my trip, to which I have no explanations, neither do I know how long this will last. I dare say that apart from work, I'm happy with most things in life now. I am still looking for more though, but none that man can satisfy. Time will tell if true joy can be found by me.
I have decided that I'll take up the challenge of a month without MTV music. I don't think it's going to be very difficult, but I just wonder what's going to happen to the MTV music after the month is up. If you see me playing MTV music, it's only because of the figures. You'd understand if you were in my shoes.haha
toodles!
Posted by charles at 12:36 AM