Sunday, April 01, 2007
BSLC, the place I never wanted to go, but eventually ended up in. Felt so shitty going there.
Good news is, I'm fine now. I still want to go to OCS, but it's not for the prestige anymore, it's only for LSA. Even if I get into OCS after BSLC, the chances of LSA might not actually happen either. I feel confused somehow. No purpose of sorts in the SAF. Don't know what to do. I know that I'm here to protect the things I love, the things I care for. Is that my real purpose?
Thanks for all the birthday wishes guys! =)
I know I need to run back to You oh Lord, does that mean giving up the one thing that means the most to me now? I'm not hindered because of what's going on. Nothing between You and me have changed since the past. Things are the way they were. Which means things can only improve. I'll work for it to happen. Both ways.
Fun and enjoyable times will never be forgotten, with stars filling my pockets at each stop, memories may fade, but pictures are forever, and that picture of you, rests in my mind every day and night.
Posted by charles at 12:56 AM