Saturday, March 03, 2007

For those who are asking, or wondering how I did - C D E B4.

Now, if you're wondering how I'm feeling about things. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed, it has left me in a position of not sure what to do. However, I'm not gravely disappointed, because I know my God has His plans for me. Up till the last moment, I wasn't expecting a result - i.e. I didn't want to expect the world and get nothing in return and be so disappointed. I knew right from the beginning that i wouldn't have done very well, but I trusted God to do His best for the best that I had done.

When I went up to my tutor, she looked at me and said, 'Charles you need to go to see the AMI, because I don't think you did very.... never mind, you go see the AMI first.' I was very worried for a while, stunned really, but expected the worst. So after seeing the AMI, I got my slip, and everything was good. Well, not good results, but I felt good knowing that God was with me there and then.

Called my aunt, and she seemed pleased that I got a full A level certificate. She does understand what I can and possibly cant do with my results, but still find it interesting that she seemed happy enough that I got the full certificate. My grandparents were overjoyed that I got a full certificate, but see, they don't understand, they're very simple people, and don't know what the education system is like, so I don't blame them. At least I know that they're supportive of me. =)

I thank You Lord for the people You've placed in my life. For Mr Lim, Mrs V and Ms Chia. Though I haven't spoken to Ms Chia yet, I'm very sure when I do, I'll be able to talk to her, and as little as she can do, I know that our conversation will be productive. The teachers You've placed in my life have been wonderful guides to me. Especially Mr Lim. He is definitely more than a teacher, the times we spend going out to eat and talk and drink, have allowed me to learn more from You through him. Father I pray for changes, even as they serve You in their ways in school, and as some of them seek changes in the way things are run in school, I ask that You be the reason for change. That the new principal will see the need for changes to make the school a better place. Amen.

Posted by charles at 9:20 AM