Saturday, January 13, 2007

Last post before NS.

The week was good. Had excellent times with all the people I was out with, thanks guys and girls!

A new phase of my life begins in 12 hours. The feeling of serving the nation (or being a slave) isn't as great as I thought it would be, not yet at least. Overcome with grief, over the loss of freedom, so kind of trying to make the last of it count, downloading the latest episode of Bleach and Grey's, just watched House this afternoon. I'll get to do all these over the weekends, but I do believe that wont be much of a priority anymore.

The simple life of people, hill billies so they're called, the southerners, a lot of them have real simplistic thinking of life, but yet they understand the deepest things in life, like love and family and friendship. So many times in life I think so much about the deep things that the simple ways to approach the deeper things in life become complicated. I want to be simple, to start to see things in a simpler light. It's a good thing to be simple, but it's also a good thing to think a lot about stuff, but I know I make things a lot more complicated than they need to be.

Going through the bible everyday has been good. As much as I'm only listening to someone read scriptures everyday, I'm deeply ministered, and I've learned so much. I also want to finish the whole bible this year. I can, and I will.

酒鬼! That's what hua calls me. Sad, but true. No addiction, just enjoy drinking, that's all. I don't have aims for drinking this year, nor did I ever have any in the past. Guess I should just slow down a little bit. It's expensive and damaging, water is good enough.

Oh Lord, I ask for You to be with me. That You walk with me over the next 1 year and 10 months. You know what's in store, and I know that those plans are there to prosper me. I ask You grant me the wisdom to make the right decisions in all that I have to do. I ask that You be my pillar of strength, when in need You'll be there to pick me up and spur me on. I ask that You send people to come along my way to walk with me in camp. You are good, and You are mighty. No name is greater than Yours, and as such, I commit my two years into Your hands, and ask that Your will be done, for I am powerless to Your ways. Thank You Lord!

Alright! 110pm at Pasir Ris bus interchange, I'll see you if I see you. =)

P.S. If you were there, I thank you sincerely for the support. If you didn't make it, I know we all belong to a fast paced busy society, so I completely understand if you didn't come

Posted by charles at 1:14 AM