Wednesday, November 01, 2006
will things always be like that. i hate the way things are. it's not that i dont want to do anything, i try, maybe not hard enough, but it takes two hands to clap yeah. apparently you dont really seem to know what's going on, it's always just me huh? always reading too much into everything.
a levels are tomorrow! that's very fast i tell you. it's the last leg, i really just need to press on for another 2 weeks, then i've got 2 months to do a lot of things. then it's into the army i go.
brian's coming back for a few days, going to be great to have him around again, should be good to see what's life there for him now. it's going to be bad if i get too attached to him. he somewhat became a brother i never had when he was here a few months back. but i was weary not to grow too close. somehow good/close guy friends hurt me more than they should. guess it's a guy thing huh, to always be insensitive and stuff? i sound gay, but this is that part of me that makes me who i am.
cant wait to go away on missions. it's going to be different this time. supposed to be ministering to the people through our hands, ie building some buildings for them. finally a chance for me to get my hands dirty.
Posted by charles at 12:02 AM