Thursday, November 23, 2006
camp. to be or not to be. ready and excited that is. this is the first year that camps have been so half way for me. leaders' camp left early, going to be leaving early for megalife camp too. i feel handicapped. lesser things to do. gotta be stuck with a group. i see everything is so last minute. not entirely looking forward to it. the week is going to be a long week too. this is the kind of time i wish the holidays arent here. from today till next sunday, i have no day of proper rest. christmas deco is crazy, there's service, then camp and prom and sitex and my 10km run, all in one week. oh Lord, give me strength, without your strength i know i will not survive.
i dont know if you should know yet. i've been praying. but God's not answering. a lot of times i just want so much to blurt it out. but i know i'm not honouring God, and not honouring you. you're going to be going away for a while anyway, so i dont think there'll be time for a while to tell you what i want to say. i havent entirely spoken to my leaders about it. the time will come.
grow and grow, deeper and deeper. my God is big and mighty and able, and He is always with me, i therefore have no need to be fearful or discouraged.
Posted by charles at 11:52 PM