Friday, February 09, 2007

This post is for a few people. Before I post about life in the army, there are things that some people need to know if they actually read it. No names, but if you read it, you'll probably know it's you.

1) You asked if I was angry. So many times I cannot bring myself to be angry at you. I am truthfully disappointed, because it's happened time and time again. I know both our schedules are very clashing, but after setting it 2 weeks in advance, it still didn't happen. That I cant understand. I know you want to do your job well and all, but... maybe I'm just expecting too much.

edited Feb 16 2007, 1157pm - meeting you that weekend was one of two things keeping me alive during field camp. it was the one thing that made me want to book out, the one thing that even with 26hours of book out timing would have been satisfactory.


2) You're gone, and we never got a chance to meet up before you left. somedays every six months aren't exactly what I was hoping for, but now my only wish is that it sticks. Too many complications, but those are over. You know what's inside me, and I guess I understand things better now, and accept them better now too. Thanks.

3) SSC! Thank you for constantly being there for me every few nights just to talk. With the little time I have, it always brings me back home when we talk on the phone. Since day 1 it has always been a joy to talk to you, I don't think things will ever change. There is no day that I don't thank the Lord for you. =)

4) Couz! Kid! It's been a great time walking with you through your O's and your new JC life. Sadly, the number of cousins around our age that we have can be counted with one hand. If not things would be a hell lot more fun with a lot more people. I must say that I'm contented now. =) Sometimes the older generation bear a lot of hurts from the past and all, I just pray that it doesn't happen on our side, that as relatives we can possibly be one big happy extended family.


5) I know you couldn't care less if I died out in the field. One thing for you to note, I've been very very nice to you over the last 4 weeks. Now I only pray that things get better before 9 weeks are up. I'm not the most friendliest person to work with, but if you actually bother to open your eyes, everything that I've done for you is to always keep you out of shit.

Posted by charles at 5:35 PM